i seek to know why i have been seeking you.
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i seek to know why i have been seeking you.
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2021-06-20 20:22 its weird because she’s still the only woman I think about. Even tho we’re not in a relationship anymore or haven’t held a conversation in more then 6 months, it’s her smile that relentlessly reminds me of a once prominent time when “te amo” meant true love. She’s now moved on or at least in my mind she’s had to by now, but the passion is still very present. I’ve learned over the years to care less when I can sense the relationship to be over. What doesn’t make sense is that we became close friends over the many months and over 250,000 messages and not once was I ever good enough to keep as a friend. Her passion was said to be literature but honestly I believe it was in computers. To this day I cry for the simple fact that even though our story began abruptly it ended as fast as it got started. I believe in my heart she tried to take advantage of the fact I had a hard life filled with drugs and violence and since I had no formal education she thought she could start a million dollar app business in my name? Wow, so then I think the next best move is to protect my creativity and sue the fuck out of this company but instead I struggle with this. No, I have no problems punching back but it’s “her”. No one understands nor do I expect them to, that even this blog I follow and respond to with the best intentions originally was because of the arthors name being “Eliza” but her work is so talented that I am a huge fan of this blog. Thank you!
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Reconciliation might happen in the future – you just never know! But I do send you all my best wishes & prayers. Glad to see you are liking my writing. Take care and thank you!
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