i seek to know why i have been seeking you.
Author Archives: Eliza
imaginary touch.
i could swear it was your hand i felt on my shoulder for it was warm and comforting the way your love always is but maybe i dreamed it all because you did not touch me at all unless your thought reached my body exactly where you would have touched me
work day.
i hear your voice in the hallway now i know you are not far away but even a very short distance feels excruciating; i feel so tense. like chewing gum i am glued to my seat longing for the moment when you and i meet and whilst i could, technically, walk up to you iContinue reading “work day.”
tears.
I feel so much, that I just want to cry. Are these tears ones of extreme joy or explainable grief? I cannot tell. Maybe they are the same after all.
the shackles of social rules.
She watched him walk away. The further he went, the stronger the feeling of regret she felt. But something about this time was different. Although she had said very little – as had been the case almost always – she realised now it was not because she was shy. She had words to say; sheContinue reading “the shackles of social rules.”
the reminder.
“I am in a happy marriage, you know.” I wonder why you say this. It is as if you are reminding me of something I already knew, or even warning me that there is a boundary there I cannot, should not cross. Did you think – did you think for a moment I would everContinue reading “the reminder.”
loud & quiet love.
People loved him, this she knew. She saw it in the way they went up to him, how they wanted and liked to speak to him: they always seemed excited about interacting with him. He mattered to them and they had no shame in admitting the fact. They wrote of their adoration on the pavementContinue reading “loud & quiet love.”
What never changes.
Some things in life don’t ever change; how much I think of you must be one of them.
where you are
How it matters to me to know if you are here, if you are where I am – because I like the idea of us being close, in the same space, breathing the same air, seeing the same world. Me close to you, you close to me – that sounds right, sounds like how itContinue reading “where you are”
unseen, eternal.
For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal. 2 Corinthians 4:18 This love between you and me is invisible; one would need a magnifying glass to see any traces of it. It speaks not a word but lives on in silence, though loud in the mind andContinue reading “unseen, eternal.”
Words & Feelings 